I don't know where I'm going with these...

I've had trouble sleeping and these came during odd nights when sleep just didn't seem like it was going to happen. Oddly enough, after I wrote the first one, I slept like a baby. As for the second one, I know where it came from and I know who it was inspired by, I just wish I had the courage to share this with her. Oh well.

I haven't named them so I'll just put the date I wrote them for a "title" or reference point or whatever...

3/13/2012

The stars don't come out
              like they used to do. 
Now it's nothing but the noisy lights
                                             downing them out 
          and extinguishing them from your eyes. 
Your wild hair once 
                              reflected a lunar eclipse
of madness and chaos
But even that can't be seen. 
                   Not any more. 
Every day that the stars don't shine
           another little piece of you dies. 
And with that death, 
                            another piece of my heart aches
for what once was you. 


Yeah, I'll admit it, not my strongest but it felt good to get that down on paper. I hadn't written anything in a while. This one, like I said, I know who inspired it. Honestly, I know I'll never be able to share how I feel about her, like truly and genuinely feel about her, but um...at least I was able to get it down on paper and let go of that feeling.

3/23/2012

That gentle garden between her thighs 
       The sickly sweet scent
Her legs wrapped around me
                   holding me, keeping me
as her willing hostage. 
The taste that pours out from her
                                     draws me closer still.
Her fingers glide through my hair,
                                       holding, squeezing, pulling
My name upon her lips,
                          my lips upon her
Together, we'e entangled,
                   a lock of light, a flash of dark. 
Skins luminously glowing in
                heat, passion, lust.
There's a roar of pleasure
  deafening the night 
She hangs on to the edge 
                                   as long as she can
But it comes undone
A final breath
                   shudder
          and release... 






I feel almost silly sharing these but that was the point of this blog, to share these things? IDK. Regardless, they're out there now. The first one isn't as strong, I was still a bit rusty, hadn't written in a while. The second one, there was a word I didn't like, tried out a few different things, found one that seemed to do the job. The second one I prefer but as always, I don't really like my own writings. Anyways, it's there now. Nothing can be done about it...